He was with me for a season. Not for a reason, I don't think he taught me anything. I taught him to smile, laugh and be happy again. Most importantly, I taught him to love again. So maybe I should feel happy that I was able to do that for him. Even if he couldn't love me for a lifetime - I should be thankful that I had him for a season.
I am sad that he is no longer in my life but he didn't want what I wanted - marriage and children. I will be ok. I will find someone who loves me for me and wants the same things. But fir now, I wish he would get out of my head because he had his chance and I'm sure he doesn't even think of me.
