I'm so scared of being alone. It's been 12 months since my boyfriend of 5 years and I broke up. In hindsight it was probably for the best but it has been an extremely turbulent twelve months - very tough for me. Life will be much easier if I never see him again or speak to him. I've managed to avoid him for two months so I should be ok.
I just want to meet someone new and move on with life. Move onto the next phase of my life I feel so stagnant. I don't know how to meet people to talk to them. I feel socially retarded. It's like I'm just waiting for someone to fall into my lap and I know they won't. I just feel lost. As if I'm not sure what I want but I better hurry up and work it out because otherwise im going to be left behind cause everyone else has a plan.
Maybe I'm just here to look after everyone else...
